Halloween~！(`・ω・´●)

I hope that everyone had a great Halloween, full of fun and lots of candy!!!

my day was boring I did nothing in particular (・ω・;A) i just went outside some moments to watch all the kids in their cute costumes, i was very bored so I try to dress up as peggy giggles☆

FAIL Σ(￣□￣;)

and that was all ... I hope you have enjoyed and this day~

well where i begin??

this thay was so stressful...(・ω・;A)

I started cleaning my room ... remember the fashion show that i talked before? well that was one of the reasons everyone would come to my house I prepare them all for the show, doing make up, hairstyle ETC!! Finally I decided to not participate in the show as it is more important to me that they look good and I am the leader of the group, and the truth I am nothing physically beautiful to participate~ゎゎゎゎ(゜д゜;)ゎゎゎ

some of them were late to my house so i try to log into facebook but... they disable my account for no reason!!! stress started there I get angry, and not even beginning to make up on boys...

I had to make up one person that I love and it was too difficult~ I was nervous but I have to be professional...(●・д・)o

and then called me from work to attend! but I told them before that this day could not attend!!!!!!!!!! (@_@)(@_@)(@_@)(@_@)(@_@)

at the fashion show some guys came late >.< but at the end everything went normal...ヽ(●゜ω゜)ノ

                                                                          LOL!  x'DD

you look great guys I'm proud of you~ this was our first event of this kind after the group was founded 3 years ago (●・ω・●)

The guys and me~! I feel like these fashion designers that always look horrible but their models are great X'D


for my stupidity I could not enjoy the event at all, i was thinking about things because there was HIM ... and thinking about the end that is very close for me ...

.-.

im so...stressed... im going to take part of a harajuku fashion show...

i will represent Fairy Kei...

I need to get decent clothes in the next 24 hours :S

i can not still waiting for the end... is so hard... but I HAVE TO!....

in other things,  my friend Ark 

gave me this beautiful accessory i love it <3 thank you Ark

depression makes me creative (O-o)~

i made this fairy kei inspired bow~ 

i used some lace, old cellphone straps and silicone~!

I think my feelings gradually become stronger, after 3 long years how strong do you think they are?

I feel more afraid ...

I told you a little bit of everything I feel once.... i wait for an answer ... and that answer never came... i still waiting...

cruel disease...

seeing voices ...
try to wake up ...
in noise ...
dark and battered roads ...
transferring delusions ...
through the glass ...
pricking my fingertips to the glass ...
leaving a shower of red blood ...


the sounds emitted light and its perverse moans,
throwing fire and burning ties
binding me to this condition by ordering the offender to undertake the task ...
every corner whispering sound ... Do you understand my sorrow? ...



stuck on drugs
I removed my world ...
to undergo
this reality...

-witten by me april 24/2011

☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆ （￣▽￣）=３ Countdown ☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆

i added a countdown for the dir en grey concert!!

it will be the happiest day of my life, and after that maybe the end of all my sorrows~(｡･ω･)ﾉﾞ

Contest~ contest~ :P

well guys y have news! im on a new contest *-* but this time is to win some CIRCLE LENSES! OMG!! I ALWAYS WANTED ONES so i hope an you can help me! just like this picture on FB http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=207199416016485&set=a.206361209433639.47429.115598945176533&type=1&ref=nf and that is all! and if you can ask to ur friends for help too >.< it would be great!

Wish me Good luck! the contest's end this halloween! <3

♪★Normal day~♪★

Well today i had a good day i woke up at 9 am and i took a bath i was so sleepy because i had not slept a day ago (｡・ε・｡) so i only took the bath and had breakfast and i fall sleep again, i only sleep some hours (｀Δ´)!~

my friends came to eat at my house~~ we ate Yakisoba(☆｡☆)

we had an relaxing and funny time (＝⌒▽⌒＝)

.....

I forgot to tell you!!!!!!!!!!! ((((((ﾉﾟ⊿ﾟ)ﾉ

I have a new kitten, her name is Pon~

i save her from the street, she was about to be hit by a car (≧д≦)

she likes to play all the time, is full of energy!!

☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆

My older sister bought me these tennis! i love them *-* they are so cutee ≧(´▽｀)≦


Now I'm very tired, I need sleep I have to work tomorrow

~47 Days~

time is imminent...

You are the reason i wake up in the morning feeling like i have a purpose to live and feel myself....

When the time limit comes to an end ... finally know my purpose

and no longer have to live for ... time becomes painful

After taking so long, both in birth and without asking ...

At that time then

Yoko is dying ...

The time is imminent

I'm telling ...

Right now ...

~48 Days~

Things~ things~ cute things~!!!

well this is an rilakkuma wallet that i get from my work *-----*

and this one is a flyuffy cute bunny accessory for my hair~

today everything at work was normal~ the only weird thing is that a girl like... 8 years old came to the store and she told me ''do you want to be my friend?'' aww she was cute... that make me remember that an 3 year old baby who past through the store and greeted me *-----* he was so cute too!!~

memories...

Empty memories in my mind

take shape in the darkseeing soulsare consumed once again.The light of a new day beginsand I can not cope,when you find the real reason,maybe then find my wayperhaps finds it this day,I could never exist.They break. hearts again alive.It all ends with the dayeverything starts to tremble againwith darkness.There are moments that disturb. your futureand now ... know the future does not helpit does not change the color of lifethus avoiding not let die..Do not know and sufferyou better watch die. twice?Strange desire fulfilled.A black and sick mindthe new day begins.Not know the day that is true,only a black rainerase memories marked by a beautiful pain ....Goodbye will be the best memory?

-This is an old poem that i wrote in my old blog (27-04-2011)

(｀・ω・´) a lot a lot!!!!!!!~

is supposed to that i work only on Tuesdays and Thursdays, but called me to go to work today! well no problem with that! MORE WORK BETTER PAY! LOL (*3*)~

but I had a lot of work, new products arrived! and had to accommodate all! put code's and more!!ヽ(`Д´)ノ

are now 1:51 a.m. so that means that is Tuesday already~

I am very tired and my feet hurt (｀×´)

but no problem! whether it has to be work! Nobody said it was easy!

some cute things arrived!!! but only had money for a single product (｀(エ)｀)~

These fake eyelashes remind me the kyary ones!

well tomorrow *or today >.>* im going to carry money for other things of the store!(yes,it is my job and I have to pay for things (｡・ε・｡)

like a rilakkuma wallet and a and a head accessory in the form of a rabbit and so fluffy~

☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆ ~Happy Work~ ☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆

well, if u been reading my blog day's ago you know that i got a job~ (｡＞0＜｡) yay!~

Today i got my first salary!! it feel's so good to get money by your own way!

especially when you need it as much as I (I needed the money for a trip to mexico city *Diru's concert)

now im so happy and i can't wait until the concert!! (＝⌒▽⌒＝)

Hi everyone!

well i taked a really long break! sorry >.< but everything was boring in here until today... today i had my FRIST DAY AT WORK! yay~ finally i have work after a long time!! :'D im working at a store something similar to 1 dollar store :P i like that kind of stores they sell a lot of cute things!

i got these things at my store :D 

And well... another interesting thing??? mmmm....had been in love with a guy for 3 years and last Saturday at a party i told him everything but now I'm very sad, I was expecting an answer, something and nothing ever happened... that was always my fear at the beginning, and is now a reality! I can not do anything now.... had to be prepared for everything~~

now i have to be happy until this december!

'll hold everything until December, I have to do it! after the concert nothing else matter!

DIR EN GREY HERE I COME!! <3