I think my feelings gradually become stronger, after 3 long years how strong do you think they are?

I feel more afraid ...

I told you a little bit of everything I feel once.... i wait for an answer ... and that answer never came... i still waiting...

cruel disease...

seeing voices ...
try to wake up ...
in noise ...
dark and battered roads ...
transferring delusions ...
through the glass ...
pricking my fingertips to the glass ...
leaving a shower of red blood ...


the sounds emitted light and its perverse moans,
throwing fire and burning ties
binding me to this condition by ordering the offender to undertake the task ...
every corner whispering sound ... Do you understand my sorrow? ...



stuck on drugs
I removed my world ...
to undergo
this reality...

-witten by me april 24/2011

☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆ （￣▽￣）=３ Countdown ☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆

i added a countdown for the dir en grey concert!!

it will be the happiest day of my life, and after that maybe the end of all my sorrows~(｡･ω･)ﾉﾞ

Contest~ contest~ :P

well guys y have news! im on a new contest *-* but this time is to win some CIRCLE LENSES! OMG!! I ALWAYS WANTED ONES so i hope an you can help me! just like this picture on FB http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=207199416016485&set=a.206361209433639.47429.115598945176533&type=1&ref=nf and that is all! and if you can ask to ur friends for help too >.< it would be great!

Wish me Good luck! the contest's end this halloween! <3

♪★Normal day~♪★

Well today i had a good day i woke up at 9 am and i took a bath i was so sleepy because i had not slept a day ago (｡・ε・｡) so i only took the bath and had breakfast and i fall sleep again, i only sleep some hours (｀Δ´)!~

my friends came to eat at my house~~ we ate Yakisoba(☆｡☆)

we had an relaxing and funny time (＝⌒▽⌒＝)

.....

I forgot to tell you!!!!!!!!!!! ((((((ﾉﾟ⊿ﾟ)ﾉ

I have a new kitten, her name is Pon~

i save her from the street, she was about to be hit by a car (≧д≦)

she likes to play all the time, is full of energy!!

☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆

My older sister bought me these tennis! i love them *-* they are so cutee ≧(´▽｀)≦


Now I'm very tired, I need sleep I have to work tomorrow

~47 Days~

time is imminent...

You are the reason i wake up in the morning feeling like i have a purpose to live and feel myself....

When the time limit comes to an end ... finally know my purpose

and no longer have to live for ... time becomes painful

After taking so long, both in birth and without asking ...

At that time then

Yoko is dying ...

The time is imminent

I'm telling ...

Right now ...

~48 Days~

Things~ things~ cute things~!!!

well this is an rilakkuma wallet that i get from my work *-----*

and this one is a flyuffy cute bunny accessory for my hair~

today everything at work was normal~ the only weird thing is that a girl like... 8 years old came to the store and she told me ''do you want to be my friend?'' aww she was cute... that make me remember that an 3 year old baby who past through the store and greeted me *-----* he was so cute too!!~